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The Vagabond Directory By Heart

by Jake Joyce McCoy

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1.
Eternity is coming Its written all over your face Visually stunning Explodes right off the page Physical graffiti On a wall of sound That keeps the silence out Difficulty breathing Its invisible And its loud Easy Take it easy Take it easy, baby Everyone was laughing Thats what people do When it hurts No one was asking Its gonna take someone Who's got a little nerve Metaphysical attraction To the pleasing hum Of nothingness The ethereal apocalypse Let them each Slip into bliss Eternity is coming You thought that this was all Just something to do The world keeps on turning The world keeps turning on you Sleep Go to sleep Go to sleep, Spider Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.
2.
To believe or to know This loyal soul Still the bad seed grows Good and plenty I'm left to hold An armful of holes And you can't know how empty I know what are you are when you pretend A story not worth telling When the beginning becomes flush with the end As story never-ending
3.
I'm surprised you can still smile Given all that hasn't happened Shiftless, idle and oddly satisfied Is that all you're after? Fighting a child's fight Man up and pick your battles Or you can feast on the lower hanging fruit If thats all you're after You want your problems Wouldn't know what to do without them This aimlessness is exhausting What you need right now is a chance The antagonist is god I don't wanna be your dog no more I'd be docile and dripping in the halls Slave to master The comforts of your past Bliss without any effort You were young, free Devoured by ideals Oh, you're so clever
4.
I was being chased by a pterodactyl Breathing down my neck and blowing smoke I had to be the one that he was after If theres any truth to what I'm told Thieving vandals of thought Believing what others know You can take what you got And you know where you can go Tip-toeing through to piss off the keeper Tease the beast to see if it'd wake I'm a paperback sleuth Gonzo thrill seeker I run my dumbass off in hopes to escape The king said to the boogie man "We gotta drop the ragga!" And the ass said he saw an angel Another sucker for fodder I was being chased by a pterodactyl And I killed it with one mighty blow Goddamm! I'm gonna miss that monster Leave the seed and watch the story grow And it grows and grows and grows Thieving vandals of thought Believing what others know And its said that a fox can never smell its own Yeah.
5.
I AM THE WOLVES Go ahead and leave Quit that jaggin' around Are you feeling sinful When you get aroused? Get down on those knees I know these demons that you speak of Some come from below Some come from the above Checkered flags and past Coming up from behind I sit in the way, way back With the negroes and the loudmouths Oh, you'll get yours Of this you can be sure I come from nowhere Dark horse I am the wolves I play rock and roll And tell vicious lies I sit in the way, way back With the heroes and the talked about God protects the fools And prays for the rest Saved by the mercy rule Guided by providence Better have a good plan And a mighty big shooter Its all reality don't you see You just choose your delusion Oh, the brutal youth Knocked me back for nine Now I sit in the way, way back With the sinners and the colorful
6.
The negative space Left by the circles that I run Am I shaped by what I do Or haven't done? If you're looking for opportunity Its right there under your feet You can run in an emergency But you don't have to run to be free Pretty persuasion Much less an occasion to leave Create without claiming Ambitious, I'll give you …But a thief The magic that you seek May just have to be your own You can run in an emergency But you don't have to run to be free Your bellowing ill-will And your righteous cruelties Its better to reveal all the radiance Of your own discoveries But your so damned concerned With the will of self Everything I know I've learned from someone else Imagination The suspension of disbelief Daydream fantasia Made up by the space in between The magic that you seek May just have to be your own Learn to let it bleed Because roses come with thorns Earth, rain and fire My favorite color is the sky Earthly desires The courage of liars and mice The magic that you seek May just have to be your own Show them your teeth Because this mouse roars!
7.
I've wasted too many bright days In a dark haze, a dark haze Its become 'So, thats all you are about?' Seems everyone's coming at me sideways If you don't know theres a hole Here's a hole... Are you in or are you out?
8.
You never come around I've noticed that you've changed With your new haircut And dressing up Like you're in some fashion magazine Such a witty boy Intelligent and clean Just because you won't give it any weight Doesn't mean that its not heavy Skulls and bones and snakes Civil, but aloof Just because you've got some facts Doesn't mean that you've got the truth Oceans change Rivers swim and mountains drift Doesn't matter who you're with People change Especially when and even if...
9.
Sometimes it takes a man awhile Just to get by Hunger and need A subtle beast indeed In the end it is but not on the way They're just cheap shots From the cheap seats Everyone gets their say I bought into a myth No one can survive I'm a fatalist and I won't progress Unless I'm anything but right I'm sitting bitch in deliverance Sweating bullets for significance I'm stealing fire Burned a hole in the sky Brought a knife into a gun fight Nothings shocking Nothings sacred Just ideas to play with I'm a stranger I'm a drifter A charalatan interloper Fucking tourist I don't belong here I'm just your distraction Oh, honey please I think thats the attraction Forgotten lines Such a toxic gift Wrapped up nice and tight In your hermetic myth Nothings shocking Nothings sacred Ideas and fornication Circus barker, soap-box Lounge singer, mountaintop Let me tell ya I know a thing or two About self sabotage No wonder men become our gods All of us up against these odds A funeral pyre Rockets from the crypt I brought a knife this time But now you're fighting with fists Nothings shocking Nothings sacred Boy, was you mistaken!
10.
Lower, River 04:54
Lower. I walk into the ruins of New Orleans Lower. Maps won't lead you to it Deep into the trees These rivers float and feed The old man and the sea River. Poison flowing through dirty Magazine I'm black and I know that its tragic But if I'm still I die Keep movie creature of habit Alive, alive, alive! Realize. Darkness gathers in places Thick with mystery Better realize Hellions with painted on faces Riot in your luxury A curious recipe of voices in a rapid boil Level. All the playing fields But not until you see the whites of their eyes Not until you see the whites of their eyes Perhaps the angels were sleeping On that cold, dark night Be sure to give 'em enough rope And knives, hot knives Rolling in masked parades Tossing trinkets from floating graves Lower. Crawling from the wreckage of New Orleans Lower. Legend and antebellum Deep into the trees Laughter swells like a massive plume Comes billowing over levee walls Laughter. The heavens will fall and the waters rise To meet us all Better rise, rise, arise!
11.
Digging in the dirt Started playing with fire Everyone adored you Everywhere we'd go I was so proud It was difficult I guess But I wouldn't call it work Wouldn't give you nothing less Wasn't much, but it was love For what its worth Hush beautiful boy I don't mean that as a threat I love you, I love you, I love you You were different and it fit you So I knew you'd have to go This will always be where you are from Not always where you'll grow Have you got everything you need? Is there anything that you want? I only want you to be happy Because you don't know You don't know What you mean to me In the beginning there was distance But now it doesn't seem so far I'd tell you if you'd only listen But I know you and I know Thats not who you are Digging in the dirt Starting playing with that fire Burned a hole right through your soul The death of your desire You've got everything you need You've got everything you want I'd buy you mockingbirds and diamond rings Because you don't know You don't know What you mean to me You don't know You can't know What you are to me
12.
Old man Beaten, battered and torn to pieces Scattered, sewn and seedless Proud man Building castles and sleeping on the ceiling Another man's floor But his very own feeling He says "Give me hammer or bullets to the skull A sharp knife to the heart To keep me from feeling so dull" Fields flowered all around us They were crimson Crimson with poppies And crisp possibilities Twilight He's no better than he ought to be He said, "Give me hammer or bullets to the skull A sharp knife to the heart To keep me from feeling so dull... One thing you won't get from me One thing you won't get from me is envy" An impressive view of nothing Thats life, I guess Thats life, I guess if its happening He said, "Give me hammer or bullets to the skull A sharp knife to the heart To keep me from feeling so dull"
13.
Sugar, you gotta give up the sweets For good this time Keeping it for kicks Afraid of the shakes, ashamed to cry Professor Marvel never guesses, he knows Teenage Jesus with a ring in his nose Shot off your mouth all about how You think that this is fake Kicking it for keeps Now you're afraid to sleep, afraid you'll wake In dreams you taste like a strawberry blonde Its time to get up and set the alarm Spreading like a contagious disease No one's ever been afraid of me Oh no, oh no, oh no! Sugar, you gotta give up the sweets Or its, 'Good night, Charlie' Got sugar in the blood A fistful of love Another reason to say you're sorry Kid, get your finger outta that nose Digging for stingers in between your toes Professor Marvel never guesses, he knows Just a fashion magnate in the emperor's clothes Oh no, oh no, oh no!

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A moment ago this didn't exist and POW! Here it is. An enigmatic cartoon stumbled in from the wilderness claiming to have utilized wasted time wood-shedding songs from inside a vacuum. Running on hubris, fumes and parades of exhibition, this acoustic debut lingered as an idea then ballooned into an accidental navel-gazing interpretation of the Book Of Revelation. I was gonna ask permission, but...

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released July 2, 2013

Conceptualized, Visualized & Realized by Jake Joyce McCoy
All Songs ©2013 ZeroZipZilch Music (ASCAP)

Recorded, MIxed & Digitized by "Mad" Adam Lammers @
Gargantuan Tarantula (CO) & Underground (NE) Studios
Re-Mixed & Customized by Morgan Harris @ Moja Majic
Maximized @ Colorado Sound & Mastering

Aided & Abetted by...
Sam Rae Sidwell: Cello
"Mad" Adam: Guitar/Piano/Doo-Wops/Knobs
Jenny Ché Raven: Piano/Singing Bowl
Jasmine Jones: Vox
Kyrstn Olivia: Bass

Front Cover Photo: Jenny Ché Raven
Art Direction: Vladimir Fris

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Jake Joyce McCoy Crestone, Colorado

A moment ago this didn't exist and POW! Here it is. An enigmatic cartoon stumbled in from the wilderness claiming to have utilized wasted time wood-shedding songs from inside a vacuum. An insular world where locals talk about the weather, sports and who died. I want to talk about bigger things...and girls! ... more

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